<< tell me how i got this far ; [GS] `-
Sunday, September 10, 2006
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he made me so farrrrking pissed off again.
with him being the snobbish. spoilt. conceited brat
WHO THINKS OF ONLY HIMSELF.
him and only him. ya right.
go and live in your own world then
and dont bother trying to bother anyone esle.
thats WHAT i do. so maybe if you do follow. everything would be more peaceful.
but bloody jupiter is taken FOR me.
anyhoos
i bet you could sense ahkhong's feelings of downness.
not teasing anyone or making any jokes.
he brightened up once mummy said we'd go up for a while.
BUT YOU.
YOU whined and make so much farking noise. and make us allll miserable.
all.
mummy wasnt too happy too you know.
ahkhong too. but he just put on a front so as not to let mummy worry more about him.
seriously.
stop thinking of yourself.
you and only you?
hello? youre 15 and not a tiny arsed kid anymore.
think further okay.
yes, ahkkhong would pretty much enjoy your presence during the meal. BUT you
had to start asking mummy to go home.
so whats you bloody problem?
just stop thinking of yourself.
GENN//
Is it worth it can you even hear me?
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I've felt it for a while now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am it's in my hand
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won’t you think I’m pretty
When I’m standing top the bright lit city
And I’ll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you’re alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we’ll drink and dance the night away
We’ll drink and dance the night away
<< im begging; ` [x]
6:28 AM
teach me to feel; please *
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