Caution Tape.

<< tell me how i got this far ; [GS] `-

Saturday, September 30, 2006

i'll be jumping from the tops of the buildings.
For the thrill of the fall ignoring sound advice
And any thought of consequence
My bones have shattered
My pride is shattered
And in the midst of this self inflicted pain
I can see my beautiful rescue
Again well I'm crying out,"wash my hands, these bloody hands, oh open my mouth and I'll sing"

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:25 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Our fingers are missing
They litter the ground
Grass will never grow near this town, again
The frames on the walls
Are crooked and empty
Our shoulders bend low towards the dirt

I made a deal to get us out of this place
But I am falling apart
With each step that I take
And as the pieces fall
I collect them all

<3
GENN
and off i go.

yknow what.
this is so random but
i kinda miss cutting ):
but my screamo music makes me not even think about it.
which is good.
BUT WHERES MY BLARDY MP3?
its gone!
so how?
how is GENN gonna live?
im scared that habit will come back.
& its dangerous business.

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:19 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all
Where you are and how you feel
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on
(And on and on and on)
Slow things down or speed them up
Not enough or way too much
(And on and on and on)
How are you when Im gone?

And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone

Spare me just three last words
I love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever

Spare me just three last words
i love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you but i cant wait forever

And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You (you)know you do, you kill me well(kill)
You like it too, and I can tell(me)
You'll never stop until my (well)final breath is gone

So cut my wrists(you) and black my eyes(kill)
My final breath is gone(me)..(WELL)
And i cant make it on my own
Because my heart is in ohio

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(cut my wrists and black my eyes0
So i can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

GENN//
she'll be posting lyrics if she is online.
GENN feels like running around in circles coz she kena freaked out by the
discovery channel's
-the haunting.
you should catch it.
really wicked mann.
(:
my boss's daughter is nice too. hahah really hilarious. laugh like shit mann.
OH WELLS.
hearts and many mores...
oh ya. FLIRT! I CLOSED THAT CONVO AND NOW I DONT HAVE YOUR GRANNY;S NUMBER.
HOWWWW...

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:33 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Friday, September 29, 2006

I've been jumping from the tops of buildings
For the thrill of the fall ignoring sound advice
And any thought of consequence
My bones have shattered
My pride is shattered
And in the midst of this self inflicted pain
I can see my beautiful rescue
I'm falling more in love with every single word I withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head over heels for you
I've been dancing on the tops of buildings
At the top of my lungs I'm singing you a song
"Don't you leave me alone"
My bones were shattered
My pride lay shattered
Well I'll trample my pride
Until the whole world dance with me
I'm falling more in love with every single word I'll withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head over heels for you
Again well I'm crying out,
"wash my hands, these bloody hands, oh open my mouth and I'll sing"
I'm falling more in love with every single word I'll withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head over heels for you
I've been dancing on the tops of buildings,
With you.

im resting now okay

but going back to geog soon (:

GENN! wheres youre bloody mp3

i cant find it ):

like yay. 3 adds within 2 days

ahahahha

thats mighty good lah.

oh my. theres a sec3 girl crazy over me. like agsy987ua6b4a424u3hyfer35574g

GENN//

oh where oh where can it be

<< im begging; ` [x]
10:48 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

:D
shes like the sweetest thang on earth
(:

<< im begging; ` [x]
4:41 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Thursday, September 28, 2006

lean on me when youre not strong.
like yay
another 2 friendster adds for me (:
question fades and some girl
ahahaha
okay im bad
GET OUT NOW GENN. TSK

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
5:37 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Left as a mangled corpse.-

GENN is using the skool comp whokays ..
:D
shes the nice nice girl who is like going for tuition later.
like yay.
okay okay i got nothing to write actually.
so UNprivate here.

-
are you scared?
ha ha
how readily they create a sense of false intimacy
dehumanizes and distances her and me
i know that bitch is watching me... . I laugh at thee. HAHAHA.
reading all my posts. yerrps

oh whatever.

GENN//
and thy will be done

<< im begging; ` [x]
11:48 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

now now... GENN! what are you doing online now?
GET OUT NOW.
NOW.
seesh.
GENN tells me off mann.
tsk.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:55 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

like yaaarlooows people

THIS BLOG IS GONNA BE TEMPORARILY CLOSED

;until after the exams.

if you see any posts anymore. please so try to stop GENN from coming online please.

exams are here you seee.

okay thens.

see you after the exam aiights?

i'll reply tags too. aft the exams.

sure sure

girlfriend(hahahahah, with many boyfriends) and i arent supposed to use the comp until aft exams okay!

Good people arent we.

and all the love in the world

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:13 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

like blarrhdy hell can.
she goes " you saw me? how come i didnt see you?"
but finally a testimomo from her lah.
tsk.

anyhoos.
:)
saw youjie. GENN's number1 fan today!
ahahhaahhahahahahahhahahahah
and mummy thinks he is decent looking. so yeahgood impression larhs.
:D
and he waved and GENN waved
and both our parents asked who we were.
aahhhaa
awwww GENN misses her numberone fan.
oh wait. oh no shonananananaaa...
she cant be my number1 fan alr.
like shitty please.
youjie took first.
hahahhaah oh no.
ahyah heck lah
ahahhahahah
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so yeah nice seeing him. did some catching up via sms.
haha ahwells.
thats allfor today lah.
stayed back in skool. andwent through nat's sketches like nice damnit.
hahaha
next week! me and stead!
ahaha

<3
GENN//
sorry i daoed you the whole day.
:\
sorry.

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:51 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Monday, September 25, 2006

ahahha i did that bloody love calculator thingy
like hoohoo.
stead and i got 98%
she and i got 71%(like sad)
ahhaha i got 87% with tim.
hahhahahaahha
okay whatever itsDUMB.
anyways.
quan quan complain we call him quan qaun ytd.
AND HE NOTICED I HUNCHED):
SAD LAH
and he says im quite tall
AHHAHAHAAHHA
retardedddd.

okay lah
): jonathan lost.
but (: hady won.

good for both though.
:D paulie is CUTE LAH.

GENN//
and its a thing we all cant wait for.

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:20 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i walked in with skool with pet today. ahhaa so funny.
" are we late for skool today? "
she said with some funny english accent. then i was like
"i hope not.."
then we walked in silence for a while before she says
"okay! i g2g now. see you!''
and i just said bye.
ahyoh.
hahahahhahahaa oh whatever.
so ran all the way to class
then announcement and blah blah.
had bad cramps.
but dun worry.
GENN DOESNT PMS.
(: GENN will just keep quiet laaah
anyhoos.
got pictures from ytd
OH MY GOSH YTD WAS LIKE FUN FUN please.
went with joyce, quan quan and sean for singapore idol finals.
ahaha
like rocks mann.
:D
i'll update later.
narrt can sing HAHAH like bull.

tianzies. english tmw.
GENN//
and she went "GEN!"
;D
it made my heart beat twice.

<< im begging; ` [x]
4:36 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Saturday, September 23, 2006

yafhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooos!
:D
sorry for the hate post ytd
was just pissed off.
VERY.
mood changes today to rather elated and excited.
lknow why?
GENN is like going for finals tmw
yeah you didnt hear wrong.
GENN is going for singapore idol finals tmw.
VIP somemore.
like
screams head off. bang heads on table. runs around in circles.
whoooots.
:D

but GENN feels substituted.
but heck that
GENN wanna enjoy damnit.
so all homework to be done tmw.
yes
believe GENN did study today.

<3
GENN//
itd mean much more if you said sorry.

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:59 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Friday, September 22, 2006

just go fuck yourself away lah
i dont care already lah
take then take lorh.
i dont fucking care anymore.

anyhoos.
that bitch is trying to cut herself.
like?
blarrrdy copy me lah.
but i dont care too.
im gonna teach her to cut the right way
and make sure it hurts so damn much that she could bleed to death.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh the pain.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh the pleasure.
oh im so looking forward to it.
im gonna let her cut herself and not bother about it.
and let her cut cut cut until she gets tired of it.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i think its so much fun
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i cant wait for monday.
i cant wait to fucking teach her how to cut herself.
you know. deep cuts at the wrists.
and teach her how to carve her full name on her hand
whoohoos.
:D
so damn fun!
anyways she doesnt even know how to cut herself properly HAAHAHHAHAHA
failure cutter i say.. failure.
im retiring. or so, i think.
the retiring cutter.
nah not yet. haha i have reasons to cut one lah. no like people who wants attention
ahhhhhhhhhhhahahhaa

oh wells
enough about cutting.
i'll come back soon.

GENN//
-what more?

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:25 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

just FUCK THE bloody HELL OFF.

now isnt a good time to piss GENN off.

thats all she can say.
fuck off.

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:17 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Thursday, September 21, 2006

something i cant deny.

and so.

stead smsed me during aftnoon study BUT heck that.

haha.

gonna take her braces out!

no more hot lah! kidding (:

remember.

5OCT06.okay! remind me.

hahahaha

:DD

i can remember everything that happened really distinctly last week.

anyhoooos.

i got so pissed off yesterday.

that BITCH yeah trying to show off she is pms-ing

seriously. her acting sucks.

so yeah. just go and f off damnit.

okay whatever shant spoil my mood.

i miss jarred the carrot.

i miss zach

i miss my shy boy, mikey

i miss asher!!

i miss tiimsie(timc)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

my chicken. hahahhaha

GENN//

I don't want to come back here, to this place.

It's a cold that only comes from blaming yourself for two decades wasted.

And I don't want to come back here, to this place.

When it all just repeats in my head again, and I cannot stop it.

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:51 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

and shes my chicken (:

hahahahahaah

so after afternoon study

(TEACHER COMMENTED GENN CLEANED THE BOARD REAL FAST. LIKE HAH!

-im so proud of you GENN.)

then yeah went canteen and niece took videos of me. hahhaaahaha

being my usual eecentric? nah crazy self.

BUT NO UPLOADS LAH. you siao arh.

ahahhaahahaha

then they left and i went to watch them play bball cum netball

and the p1/2 were running round the track and rachel was screaming

"so cute so cute i want to bring them all home!"

and..

"BABY BUNG BABY BUNG!"

so funny i tell you.

then lyd told pet i thought she looked like a chicken

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

yes she did.

ahaha im gonna disturb her from now on

aaaaahahaahahha

: D so funny lah.

pet the chicken. so cute.

ahahhahah

and jarred talked to me and say wee too lol

these are the outstanding convos.

and thats all i guess?

GENN//

I don't want to come back here, to this place.

It's a cold that only comes from blaming yourself for two decades wasted.

And I don't want to come back here, to this place.

When it all just repeats in my head again, and I cannot stop it.

And the glass in the trees, and all you left here,

Reflects everything that I missed.

and you smiled and gave a wave

i liked that.

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:40 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

-
mikey SP (that hot guitarist) says:
hey ij toh topwa
mikey SP (that hot guitarist) says:
right how you spell
-
its ij toa payoh you shy boy
HE IS DAMN CUTE PLEASE
and heres TIMO : D
-
Tim says:
hey cool, i remember u!
Tim says:
i was afraid u would say right
-
and on the right, its pet.
hahahahahhahaahahha.
and heres how jarred crapped with me : D
-

¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
its a turrrrtle : DD
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
hahaha
Jarred says:
piggy
Jarred says:
mis piggy
Jarred says:
lol
Jarred says:
send me pics of u
-
there more lah. haha

anyhoos. some bitch broke my baby's heart today.
im so like pissed with her.
tsk. make my baby cry okay.
oh wells

heres my nice jnr saying nice stuff abt me.
-
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
Genn is much more nicer and greater than *anyone esle*
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
yes, she is nice.
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
NOT THAT NICE AS YOU
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
lemme repeat
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
GEN IS REALLY REALLY NICE
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yeah chill mann chilllllll
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
ohoh -> you!
[c=29] Oh , Shutup![/c] says:
in my dp
-
shes sweet isnt she?

GENN//
and its back to one.

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:12 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

LIKE..
AOIUYHBBUAYWTIUHNOSNHBAABCDEFGHIJKLAKJHOHOH
screams
THEYRE ALL ONLINE!
but zachs not anyways ):
BUT
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and mikey.
mikey isnt the hot guitarist. HE IS THE SHY BOY (:
whatevered.
(:

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
5:50 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Sunday, September 17, 2006

thats jarred in black and tim in red and mikey who is the tallest

id miss their spastic moments.

and so,
its goodbye stinch penny

"aussie aussie aussie
oi oi oi
aussie aussie aussie
oi oi oi
aussie
oi
aussie
oi
aussie aussie aussie
oi oi oi
aussie aussie aussie
oi oi oi
"

aussies been changed to ij.
:and id miss them so much.
we cried to badly aft the prayer.
more aft they walked in already.
jarred cried mann.
freak me out that a guy would cry.
im gonna miss my shy boy, and zach and well jarred too! and asher.
tim... yeah..
gonna miss em all.
:they must come back.
<333333333>

jarred was damn drama.

between the glasswall, he put his hand agaisnt ours..... sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and before that he told me

"let it all out .. nah you wont right. haha. when we leave i bet you will"

i was like "hah yayayaya whatever la"

lol jayni took many many pics and jo started crying first.

but stopped lah.

ahhahaa I MISS THEM )))))))))))))))))))):

i gave tim 3 hugs :D[very very long]

and i got his number thanks t jayni i gave jarred

2[like a real long one]

zach :( one.[like a real long one]

mikey 1 also.

and i gave em all the turrtles

: DDD tim kept saying its cool and nice and ya.

and zach likes it too.

ahaha AND STUPID SHY BOY.

go and give asher's one to mr jiow's son.

hahahahaa i got extra yknow.

ahwells. i got their smell on me now.

whoohoows ahahhahahahahaha should i bathe?

WAHAHHAAHS

what crap am italking about.

ahahhaa pray theyll get there safely

and pray they'll be back soon.

im missing them already.

cried buckets. ahahahhahah

jayni and jo worse la.

ahahah everyone cried.

esp jarred (:

i miss them.

GENN//

-will you ever come back?

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:55 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Saturday, September 16, 2006

SAMIRA Posted 16/9/2006
GENN IS FROM JUPITER.

I COMPOSED A POEM FOR YOU!

GENVIVI WENT TO THE MARKET

SO SHE FELL ON THE FLOOR

COZ IT WAS SLIPPERY.

THE FISHMONGER SCOLD HER

AND ASKED HER TO GO TO

ORCHARD ROAD AND LIE DOWN.
Delete Approve

<33>

hahahaha

GENN//

an overall boring day.

YAY flirt loves me :D

like as if i didnt know.

-
It's playing on repeat, :
omg, i love you.
It's playing on repeat, :
;D
It's playing on repeat, :
okay

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:41 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Friday, September 15, 2006

i <3333 jared please!

zach-the one who didnt like the starbucks salad.

and let me eat from his fork :D

pet! hahaa

"whose face is that arhhhh?"

shared his milkshake with him :D

asher whom id miss so badly.

so here are the pics (:

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:42 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

hahaa

stinch penny (:

smiles smiles.
heh heh.
anyhoos. went for stinch penny last night.
atBen andjerrys.
met pet steph anita and lyd there.
ahahaha
the evil psychic doesnt wanna take pic with me there.
HMMPHS.
and lav said im the psychic's sidekick
ahhaahhahahahahahahah.
so funny.
so took pics and went back t my seat.
ahahah and lydia was feeding me icecream. and pet was making noise
that i was in the picture and she wanted the icecream alone.
so cute laaaa
"whose face is that arh?"
ahhahahahahaaaaa
oh my gosh
i ate from zach's fork
:D
heeeeeeeeeeheeee
then jared:D DAMN SWEET GUY got us FREE icecreams.
<3333 him manns.
hahahahha.
but he didnt wanna eat. sadly though. sighh.
so yeah
played songs.
mingled with tthe crowd.
yeah made new friends.
asher knows my name.
zach and i
were talking about screamo music.
HAHAHHHHHH : DDDDDD
so cooooooool lah.
he knows emery and underoath.
ahhahaha and he sang reinventing your exit by them
oh ya. took photo with tim.
AND ITS BLOODY TOOOOOOO CLOSE. was practically leaning on him eeyer.
hahahaha. ah. so its fun. but got a bad bad bad bad-assed scolding last night.
coz came home late.
and mr jiow took photo of himself.
WITH MY CAM. [he tha camwhore manns]
crazy anoot. ahahhahhaha
GENN<3s stinch penny and stinch penny <3s us.
hahaa im gonna miss them.
asher and zach.
oh ya jared asked for my email
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but yeah
he'll get through jayni lahs.
:DD
GENN//
-
you smiled and talked to me.
thought i was pissed at you.
but no i wasnt (:
-

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:28 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Thursday, September 14, 2006

WHY ISNT STEAD ONLINE. haha
i must tell her what pet said
aahahhahaa.

im bored shit.
and i should be studying.
but here i am.
what is GENN doing?
GENN ARH GENN CONCENTRATE. tsk.

you made me disappointed.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:35 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

: DD
I FOUND THATCUTE BUNG'S FRIENDSTER : DD
the one lu thought was my girlfriend.
whoohoos.
damn cute lah sheeee.
and shes like 18!
just as i said.
oh wells.
thats random right.
oh wells.

GENN//
-
the seasons go.

<< im begging; ` [x]
5:04 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

HAHAHHA
pets like funny today.
aft waving back to me.
she goes running to nat and says "shanna's girlfriend!"
TSK luh!
im so gonna tell stead you know.
ahahhahahaha oh wells.
aftnoon study was like boring until i decided t take the risk t listen t music. he hhehs.
okay whatever.
im missing stinch penny now. theyre like performing at ben and jerrys and im not there
AND YES LITTLE MIKEY IS LIKE SHY PLEASE.
hahahaha

GENN//
please just dont play with me,
my paper heart will bleed.

-
so she did acknowledge me
and its way faster when she did for other girls.
(:
she makes me happy.
-

<< im begging; ` [x]
5:00 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

he told two people already.
that he hasnt contacted me this year.
):
and my friend thinks he misses me.
like whut?
caaraazee.

GENN//

TIM! MIKE! JARED! ZACH! ASHER!

like all mine please.

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:19 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

stinch penny in the house.

& turn 180degrees around.

tim!

mine mine mine all mine. ZACH!

(:
todays like a nice day too.
almost like yesterday.
haha.

hmmmmms..
i kena sunburn during PE.
and over 3-4 long years, finally did a cartwheel.
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i like it. whoots.
then during recess while i was queuing up,
i helped pet PAY FOR HER drinks and orange HAHAA and had a nice talk
but she returned me.
and i didnt have t return her change. hoho.
lydia thinks i dunno levan. tskkkkkkkkkkkk
"first ronin, then electrico then them. haiiyoh gen arhh.."
ahahhah yeah the senior who knows my name and who thinks im not straight.
oh wells.
took photo with the (look like tim from high5) and his name is tim anyways. hahaha
: D
tha guy who kept looking at me ytd lah!
: D
and mike too
teeheeheehees.
nice day today.
zach and jared can remember me!
and tim too.
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i want asher t remember meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
*screams*

GENN//
-
she held my hand for that moment
and didnt let go.
only to slowly let go when she realised others around.
i liked that :)
-

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:08 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

StINCH PENNY

GENN and jared. ya he acted short for me (: so im like TALL luh

punk thinks she is america's nxt top model HAHAHHA

spot me!

DO whut thou whilt.

electrico guy, jing and me. BEST PIC PLEASE.

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zachery and me! : D

and thats levan korkor and me : DDDDDDD

: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so ive got 3 already
and only jared knows me like better than the rest.
: D
and the blue shirt guy keeps staring please!
i think he wants me t talk t him
: )
see im still happy
so i shall post some pics here.
which is above you see.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:46 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

and he said.

ROCK AND ROLL.

LIKE
TODAYS
THE
BEST
DAY
OF
GENN'S
LIFE.

dont like whatever me.
HAHAHAH
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
levan came back with that electrico guy!
ahhahaha
with arts central somemore.
and when i gave levan a hug,
HAHAHAH like stare please. people stare like what shit liddat.
esp sam low and someone esle.
their shock looks remained on their faces like damn long.
hahahahahaha
then he ask me round my friends up so we can get "interviewed"
and the lady wanted me t talk on camera about the skool bell
LIKE HELLO.
GENN doesnt know much about the bell luh please
ahhahah
: D
so got jayni jing and freda.
: DD
coz the rest didnt want to.
and i was freaking HIGH.
ahahhahaha
so yeah. we sat on one table then levan came and asked us questions.
so i was like the FIRST. -_-
so my answer was like " COZ WE'RE IN IT! IJS IN IT!"
whooooots.
hahahahahah
and then jay then freda and then jing
wah jing was like soooo chim "the facilities blablabla"
ahhaha
so we went t record at the carpark there coz the canteen too noisy.
; DDD
then jing and i saw pet.
then we asked her if she wanted
but nooooooo she is
CAMERA SHY
like real.
hahahahha oh wells.
so went back t say bye
and tried t eat but cannot.
oh the lady that asked if i wanted t talk about the skool bell thingy ya she bought us drinks
: D
sweet.

then : D met asher. AHHH

LIKE HOT CUTE SCREAMS.

hahha :))))))))))))))

im happy. hahahhahahahe took photo with me luh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i thought we were disturbing his "dinner"

well im like NICE okay.

then went t history class late
but oh wells we had excuse.
and its NOT ALIEN KIDNAPPING US. doc foster.
ahha
yeahh
and thats my day.
LEVAN REPLIED ME TOO LATE.
COULDVE PULLED ME PULLED ME OUT OF CLASS.
but. oh wells.
2 classes, 3 preriods NO LESSONS.
except that potatoe teacher damn funny la
DOESNT EVEN KNOW MY NAME EXIST.
LALALLAAAS.
aft skool stayed back like long long and watch ppl play bball cum netball.

GENN//

~~she talked to me today..~~

~~tried to sound cool but seriously it sounded stuck up.~~

~~but at least she talked t me.~~

~~she was laughing with her friends.~~

~~but when she saw me no smiling or anything. sh stopped altogether.~~

~~its so crazy.~~

WE'RE GONNA BE ON THAT BIG BLACK BOX.

WHOOHOOOS!!

like take note of it.

FEB 07.

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:37 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Monday, September 11, 2006

like theres a christian rock band in my skool at the moment
like whooooooooooooooooooooooo : D
so took photo with two..
one of them hot. the other looks like freaking chuck from Sp,
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
anyhoos.
another 3 more!
hahha yes
some are just plain HAWWWWT : DDD
aussie somemore whokays!
~~sexy sexy sexy hot hot.~~
hahahhahahahahahahahaha
oh gosh.
im gonna see them this friday damnit : D

-
S†inch Penny
September, 11 2006 at Singapore, at Catholic all girls school dunno, Singapore, Cost: free
It's a mission trip we're doing and we're playing 3 gigs at this school (from the 11th to the 13th). We are also helping at church, youth group and the school. Pray for us. -Asher
-

i must get their EMAILS. pray for me.
actually only the hot ones : D
and im so gonna cut my hair like the mrbean lookalike
cute damnit.

GENN//
-
i dont know whats going on with her today.
really.

<< im begging; ` [x]
1:51 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Sunday, September 10, 2006

heres about feeling EGO. -sometimes.
i was like shittykapoompts ego last year
but this year not as much lah..

-
ƒr3ako ™ ₪₪₪ says:
hahahahahahhas
ƒr3ako ™ ₪₪₪ says:
is ego that good?
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
thats what i always reply la
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
a little ego sometimes is good (:
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
makes thee feel a tad bit high
-

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:09 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

so heres stead to brighten everything up
JUST IN TIME :D
or itll be back to that again.
YAY STEAD.
iilovestead
hahahaa
poor thing lah she... braces off soon.
haha

Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
stead!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
i don't wanna take my braces out ):
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
):
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
will miss it right
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
yeah!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
):
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
I've been having it for 4 years already ):
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
I don't wanna take out.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yeahhh
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
sighh. nvm when i go with you must take many many pictures
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahahahaha!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Okay okay!
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yayy haha
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Shit!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
But i'll be sad!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
):
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahaha.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yeahh
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
nvm got ME : DDDDD
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
But i want braces!!!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
): <
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
hahah yeahh
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
I'll look weird!
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
funny seeing you without
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
aha
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yaa
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
My friend say i won't be hot anymore.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahahaha
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
awwwww
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahahahaah!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
kill myself!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahahaha.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
cannot cannot then youll be cool
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ah...
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
haha
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
cool?
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
huh.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
hahahaa.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ya instead of hot. be cool la
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
hahahahha
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
-.-"
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahaha.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Okay maybe.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
Hahahaha.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
I shall change.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
hahahaha!
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ahahahha yeaah!
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
gtg
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
byebye.
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone. Now look what you've done, i can't go on without you. says:
seeya.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
byee

GENN//
steads so cute (:

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:56 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

):
he made me so farrrrking pissed off again.
with him being the snobbish. spoilt. conceited brat
WHO THINKS OF ONLY HIMSELF.
him and only him. ya right.
go and live in your own world then
and dont bother trying to bother anyone esle.
thats WHAT i do. so maybe if you do follow. everything would be more peaceful.
but bloody jupiter is taken FOR me.
anyhoos
i bet you could sense ahkhong's feelings of downness.
not teasing anyone or making any jokes.
he brightened up once mummy said we'd go up for a while.
BUT YOU.
YOU whined and make so much farking noise. and make us allll miserable.
all.
mummy wasnt too happy too you know.
ahkhong too. but he just put on a front so as not to let mummy worry more about him.
seriously.
stop thinking of yourself.
you and only you?
hello? youre 15 and not a tiny arsed kid anymore.
think further okay.
yes, ahkkhong would pretty much enjoy your presence during the meal. BUT you
had to start asking mummy to go home.
so whats you bloody problem?
just stop thinking of yourself.

GENN//

Is it worth it can you even hear me?
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I've felt it for a while now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hand
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won’t you think I’m pretty
When I’m standing top the bright lit city
And I’ll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you’re alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we’ll drink and dance the night away
We’ll drink and dance the night away

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:28 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

now people SAY
KANASAI.
say say say!!! hahahaa
no im not refering to hardah gheyy.
ahahahahah

KANASAI.
say it.
okay goot.
know why you gotta say that?

yoyo says:
u know something, if i'm by 5yrs i sure will do my best to chio u wan.. haa
yoyo says:
younger imean

THATS BLOODY BULL*toot*.
ahahahahahahah
its really damn oiihn98w64mnhg.
oh wells
back of damnit.

GENN//
-i caught you walking through walls.

<< im begging; ` [x]
3:17 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

did GENN say anything about.. her report book?
on how badly she did?
i dont know.
heres it anyways.

A1-zerooooo what do you expect mann
A2-one! : D its like goooot heh heh.
B3-zero
B4-twooo!!!
C5-zero
C6-one
D7-one
E8-one
F9-twooooooooo
arghhh

NO F9s FOR EOY NO NO NO!
must buck up on
maths and science.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
3:06 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

moshimoshi
: DD'
taidaima!

hello
: DD'
im here!!!!

GENN//
i can tell that t hardah geyyyyy,
aahhahahahhaa

<< im begging; ` [x]
1:56 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

GENN thinks like ya.

hahhaha
ive been thinking and ya
ive practically spent my holiday in skool
like what the tianzies right?
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
so horrigheeeeeble.
tuesday-friday can?
been in skool
like 8 hours.
terrigheeeeeeeeeeeble like horrigheeeeeeeeeeeble right
so while im here sitting dwn complaining.
im listening to emery's- walls.
and really cant decipher whats hes screaming about at first
then i realise.
ahahahahahahha now i know whats it about
heh hehe hehehe
wakkakaakakkakszzzzzzzzzzzz
oooh hardgay has new videos! hahaaa
i didnt notice please.
hahhahha some have blocked content so poor GENN cant watch.
lollll now i think harda gay feeever is spreading through singapore.
ahhaha wasnt really known a few months back
and joost intro that show t me
but "dramamama" thought its too explict for me.
as in girls lah.a
ahahah but i swear i dont care.
just for the fun of it : D

anyhoos
heres a song to end off this post.

GENN//

Are you listening?
We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch
My hands seem to deceive me
When I'm nervous or when I'm healthy.
The sceneries are drawn.
They hang here from the walls dear,
Painting pictures, bleeding colors,
They're blank at the windows.
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.
These fights with your arms left beside.
It's one thing and one more says goodnight.
You've got the map come get to me.
These knuckles break before they bleed.
Tear out these veins that own my heart.
This skin that wears your lasting marks.
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me.
Is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
Lock the doors from the inside.
Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
It leaves me breathless, i won't forget this.
I won't forget
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe
Your eyes see right through me
Let the walls have their say [let the walls have their say] [x4]...
There's no conversation, words without remorse
And this television drowns the only source
Wake from these dreams of you in my arms
To the staircase where you hold my heart
This place, these walls mean everything to me.

<< im begging; ` [x]
1:35 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

oh my. GENN want the pictures xavier!
next week im gonna ask you for it!
dont care lahhs.
i'll do run aft him and his ghey hair :D
kidding.
-you never know if i am.

oh wells.
flirt thinks i have a crush on stead.
LIKE NO.
GENN puts passwords because she doesnt want people to ask her questions about
her personal life.
argh.
ahahhahhahhaa
and like yay GENN got the sji badge. heh heh.
now people. say.
YAY GENN YAY.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
12:10 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Saturday, September 09, 2006

theres actually 3 people here. go spotty spot spot.

'(: -yes i believe it looks carazee.

but i think its nice heh heh heeh.

so yesterday aft infocomm went up to the sec5 classroom to meet babyjing.
then natasha thought i was benedict's sister.

ahahaha no im gabriel's sister. tsk.

and she said her friend likes me because she gave me a cake.

and noone esle -_-

anyhoos. natasha and friend left

so its left with me, jing(trying to eat a cake with only our mouths -________-''')

pet,friend and steph.

hahaha i didnt know what they were talking about was true luh! hahahaha

oh wells.

they were studying while babyjheeng and i were talking.

then we left. leaving 3 of them.

haha.

then while walking. jing told me she and (my)santa talked about me and stead.

tskkkkk.

they think we look really compatible because we look quite alike.

and somemore nonsense about me and her. tsk.

haiiyohhs.

---

& so i thought it was the best day of my life.
finding out she smokes gave me a big heartwrench.
ouch.
):
i'll try to help her quit.
<33333
i like the way you looked at me.
i like the way you count in the air.(cute :))
i think i like almost everything about you.
when she said your friend liked me.
i saw that look on your face.

GENN//

~~and its a public affair.~~

<< im begging; ` [x]
2:37 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Thursday, September 07, 2006

(((((((((((((:
id beam ever so widely :D
and im too happy

the closest id get.

the way she looked at my burnt lunch. hahahahahhahahaa
it was just so funny (:
and stephh. tsk went "****" when she saw my lunch. hahaa

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:42 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

paulies out.

not so fast. he doesnt deserve this exit yet.

maybe nxt week would be fine.

so how? is he going back to chss?

oh wells.

)):

i herrrrrrreby declare mellissa my favourite junior (:
except for her lousy comments at times.
i still love her.
and she believes this love sounds so lesbian
-_-
still young. still young.
but cute lurrhhs.
: D
poor girl. acct kena scammed in habbo.
tsk
now speaking of habbo,
GENN played habbo for the past 2 days.
like its caaraazee can?
GENN hasnt touched habbo for like what almost a year and she plays it when shes bored.
like during long skool hols.
yeah.
oh wells. that helped me and my favourite jnr to bond : D
and ive been spending past 2 days with punk.
hah
and that irritating girl behind me?
yeah. found out shes theworlds biggest bitch.
damn ass irritating.
but oh well.
i keep my cool
(:
im the emo kid.

GENN//
dont steal her from me.
or esle.

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:01 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

tsk.
im still tired.
and mellissa is singing jingle bells when it isnt even christmas.
just read her blog.
but i wont be pissed over anything she writes and all
just find her irritating.
like ya.
not so good bloggging in skool manns.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:19 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Dear Diary

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward
I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...

I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right

I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don’t get me ya know
They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy… well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay
I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways
I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend
I feel like tacos
-
emokid-

im the emo kid no longer punk. haha
from what rabbit says
im freak tired.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:20 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

uh huh. im the oh-so cool emo emo punk :D

i laughed the loudest who'd have known

today was damn tiring
although i was sitting dwn and just staring into the comp for 7hours.
and had seriously a bad headache.
convincingly coma-ish.
haha oh wells.
pictures.
above. :D

peavanez is love

~~dont leave me, all alone.~~

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
4:19 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

what i did so far for 1 page. : D

"sorry to interrupt your appetite"

thats what punk said.
then aft a while she starts laughing and get choked on her soya bean milk
HAAAAAAAAAAAHHA
damn funny.
ah craps.
back to my cca thingy again.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
11:54 PM

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- x x x -

eergh. id eat you for breakfast.

oh i really would

poor teeth poor teeth

its painnn

and im quite hungrayyyyye

i saw her today : D and im happy.

~~eeeks with her staring at me as i walk past, her friends join in too.~~

~~-_-~~

GENN//

-you had the stupidest verse.

<< im begging; ` [x]
2:57 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

today
eating was a real struggle
):
lit class was quite okay.
ahhaa jo teo supposedlyy kept picking on me for that question and when she say im correct,
i feel GOOT.
but i dont wanna take lit nxt year!
hahaa
but im one of the 5 people in class who passed lit.
: D
im proud of myself.
thankGod lah please
aahhahah
yeah
and eating still is a struggle.
couldnt even bite my wanton mee.
so i decided t suck on thenoodle andchew slowly slow slow.
like joost's grandmother. hahahaaaaaaaha. "ah boy arh...."
pain lorh
plus 4 ulcers? what could be worse?
ahahaaha and then this morning at 6 plus.
THUNDER AND LIGHTNING.
andyou know how shocking it is to GENN
and how scared shegeets sometimes.
yeah
so cant sleep lah

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
2:32 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Monday, September 04, 2006

Nothing you could say could tear me away from my God, (my God)
Nothing you could do, 'cause I'm stuck like glue to my God, (my God, my God)
I'm sticking to my God like a stamp to a letter,
Like birds of a feather we stick together.
I'm tellin' you from the start, I can't be torn apart from my God.

Nothing you could do could make me untrue to my God, (my God)
Nothing you could buy could make me tell a lie to my God, (my God, my God)
I gave my God my word of honour to be faithful, and I'm gonna.
You best be believing I won't be deceiving my God.

As a matter of opinion I think he's tops
My opinion is he's the cream of the crop.
As a matter of taste, to be exact,
He's my ideal, as a matter of fact.

No muscle bound man could take my hand from my God, (my God)
No handsome face could ever take the place of my God,(my God, my God)
He may not be a movie star, but when it comes to bein' happy, we are.

There's not a man today who could take me away from my God
(Let's take it home ladies)
There's not a man today who could take me away from my God
(Give them some of that deep shoulder action)
There's not a man today who could take me away from my God

i love this SONG SO MUCH MANN.

<333
GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:28 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

"crikey!"
a tribute to steve irwin.
God bless man!
used to watch him on crocodile files
poor guy

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:10 AM

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- x x x -

eergh. id eat you for breakfast.

basically me when im bored.

i know it isnt nice.so just sit dwn and shut up.

shines jesus shine was damn power today.
(:
except for 2 or rather 1 people/person complaining into my ear.
tsk.
stoodent prayer. power luh
mant ij girls went. haha and the irritating "monfort" guys behind kept shouting their skool name.hahaha

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:37 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Sunday, September 03, 2006

I will now bring new meaning to the word alone

Endless nights of dreaming of life
And the days we should have spent here
-

sooooooosh.
: D
i remember the time she took my hand and started to run when we were caught in the rain.
i remember the time she made me feel good.

and id say i really miss those times, when i felt i truly belonged to someone.

but its not her that i want.
its her, the one that thought i was the other her's girlfriend.
isnt this so chim?
i just guess it is.
im seriously talking rubbish now.
mind me. please.
somethings really messing me up and i really dont know what.
help? just dont do anything and id be fine.
tsk
-
GENN//

-
I've been up at this all night long
I've been drowning in my sleep
I've prayed for your safe place
And it's time for us to leave

Time is running, it's running on empty
And the gas is running out
I've decided tonight is the night
That I let love aside

Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow
The people will all gather
To remember such a day where the flames grew as high
As trees
And the world stopped for you and me

My knuckles have turned to white
There's no turning back tonight
Kiss me one last time
[Shut your eyes]
-

<< im begging; ` [x]
10:09 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

(c) that is subjected to copyrights by jessica wong.

above is on of her photographs.
very nice angles.
thats how i want my photographs to turn out to be like.

ive just visited my cousin jessica(that cousin whom aunties say we look alike) livejournal and later, website.
and im truely inspired as a photographer well, the inspiration is better than before.
yes, her works are so so undescribable.[well, im meaning nice]
and how how do i wish i could be as good as taking photographs as her.
my enjoyment of taking photographs sparked of a few years ago.
and watching how she does it makes the drive better.
i guess its all up to hardworking one is.
so maybe i have to be as hardworking as she is to make it to her level.
maybe, just maybe.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:15 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

youd kill yourself for recognition
-dont leave me high,
dont leave me dry.
youll be the one screaming out.

this is the song we performed for teachers day
-
Baby, we was makin' straight A's
But we were stuck in a dumb daze
Don't take much to memorize your lies
I feel like I've been hypnotized
And then, that magic man, he come to town.
Woo-Wee! He come ‘n’ spun my head around
He said "Recess is in session,
Two and two make five."
And now, baby, oh, I'm alive.
Ah Yea! I am alive.
And if you wanna be the teacher's pet
Well, baby, you just better forget it.
Rock got no reason, rock got no rhyme
You better get me to school on time.
Oh yeah
Yeah
Oh, you know I was on the Honor Roll
Got good grades, and got no soul
Raise my hand before I can speak my mind
I've been biting my tongue too many times
And then that magic man took to obey (uh huh)
Do what magic man do, not what magic man say(say what)
Now, can I please have the attention of the class.
Today's ass-ignment... (hem hem)
KICK SOME ASS!
And if you wanna be the teacher's pet
Well, baby, you just better forget it.
Rock got no reason, rock got no rhyme
You better get me to school on time.
And if you wanna be the teacher's pet
Well, baby, you just better forget it.
Rock got no reason, rock got no rhyme
You better get me to school on time.
Oh yeah
(Yeah)
Oh Yeah
This is my final exam
Now ya'll know who I am
I might not be that perfect son
But ya'll be rockin' when I'm done
-

GENN//
High and dry well, I'm up here with no warning
High and dry well, I couldn't get a word in
High and dry oh, what a way to go
She left me standing here just high and dry
A minute I was up there standing by her side

<< im begging; ` [x]
7:51 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

yoyo says:
ur white board lo
yoyo says:
creat ur rectangle as well
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
okaay
yoyo says:
ok liao??
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
draw trianglealready
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
i mean rectangle
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
haha
yoyo says:
ok draw a pig in side
yoyo says:
inside*
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
okay
yoyo says:
now i will ask u some quesion abt ur pig
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
okaay
yoyo says:
no1. where on the page did u draw the pig.
issit a) towards the top of the frame
b) towards the middle
c) towards the bottom
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
b
yoyo says:
ok. the 2nd ques
which way ur pig facing
a) facing left
b)right
c) front or back
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
how to tell
yoyo says:
haaha,, i think its facing the frt
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ya
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
i think so
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
okay
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
c
yoyo says:
frt
yoyo says:
3rd, do u think that u drawn the pig wif many or few detail??
.............................

yoyo says:
gimme me a min, i sum up everything
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
okay
yoyo says:
Toward the middle of the frame, you are a realist.
yoyo says:
Facing front, you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.
yoyo says:
ith few details, you are emotional and naive, you care little for details and are a risk-taker.
yoyo says:
ith less than 4 legs, you are insecure or are living through a period of major change.
yoyo says:
The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are. You are a good listener.
yoyo says:
so how?? accurate??
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yes

its damnit accurate.
damn accurate.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:28 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

ayieee
i think ive been like growing fatter these few days.
argh.

okay nevermind forget about that.
hmms.
sorry if im side-tracking these few days.
im not concentrating well due t stuffs.
yeah.
oh whatever.
ladeeeeeeedums.
when i say no, i say no.
its like a chinese man saying.
his long no when you ask fora discount.
"naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwww"
shittyfied.

GENN//
lean on me when youre not strong.
i'll help you to carry on.
(:

<< im begging; ` [x]
6:18 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

STILL GOT PEOPLE TALKING ABT ME ON STAGE -_-

its caaraazee isnt it?

[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
: D
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
you are oh so cool
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
haha
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
right.
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
right, i am always rightt
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
haha
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
you are cool on stage
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
you lost the beat rightt
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yeah
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ahhaha
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
losing the beat isnt cool
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
hahaa
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
its so obvious lorhh
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
hahahaha.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
oh how?
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
but its still oh so cool
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
haha
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
you look so lost lah
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
everyone knows you were talking abt the beat
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
hahaha
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
that part right lol
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
after that
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
aft the performance arh
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
haha
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
yehh
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
haha ohhh
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
lollll
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yaaa i noe
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
so malu please
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
so shock
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
you will go on stage
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
so shock so shock
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
i cheered for you
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
yay!
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ahha
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
yay
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
hahaha.
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
i dint cheer for jayni
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
I THINK
[c=21]thats too random ;[/c] [c=40] oh yeah, you are right [/c] [c=28] i love you; [/c] [c=13] you are just too smart [/c] says:
cant rmb, i was too hyper that day
-

thankyou (:
yes i know losing the beat was rather maluating so please stop reminding me
ahahah (:
this sort of recognition isnt nice joost. really.

ahahahhaahha
mie thinks of me because im nice (:
yay
SHE THINKS OF ME.

-
therandomJUNKIE; CSI is satisfying. says:
and i was thinking
therandomJUNKIE; CSI is satisfying. says:
WHERE'S GENN!?!?!?
.................
therandomJUNKIE; CSI is satisfying. says:
cause you're nice.
¯,=*= *.:.GęN.:.* ¸.•¤**¤•. LiFe's LiKe tHaT. ¸.•¤**¤•. [[~·@dash and crosses ·@~`] °»·´¯`·°¨¨°ºmemorayye says:
ahahhaa
therandomJUNKIE; CSI is satisfying. says:
and
therandomJUNKIE; CSI is satisfying. says:
you would have talked to him
-
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
this shows GENN is nice and friendly.

GENN//
~we are the shaken-

<< im begging; ` [x]
2:37 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

seb said he waved t me ytd.
uh? he did? hahahaaaaa
i dunno maybe he waved oh too lowly.
heh heh.
(:

i want more striped shirts!
i want jeremiahs one! and he lousy. forgot where he bought it from.

im rAnDoM today and i dont know why.
supchomboong.
ahahhaahahha
laalalalalalaalalalallalaallalalalal
i still dont know why.
no one can ever give me the reason.
i'll just stay quiet and listen to myownthoughts.

GENN//
-these are the words that tear you apart.
these are the words thatll take you away.
im that monster underneath your bed.

<< im begging; ` [x]
2:13 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

by homer simpson.
If a spaceship landed and aliens took me back to their planet and made me their leader, and I got to spend the rest of my life eating doughnuts and watching alien dancing girls and ruling with a swift and merciless hand? That would be sweet.

I may not be the richest man on earth. Or the smartest. Or the handsomest.

Never throw a butcher knife in anger.

The office is no place for off-color remarks or offensive jokes. That's why I never go there.

My favorite color is chocolate.

I'm not afraid to say the word racism, or the words doormat and bee stinger.

Always have plenty of clean white shirts and blue pants.

What kind of fool would leave a pie on a windowsill, anyway?

When you borrow something from your neighbor, always do it under the cover of darkness

Let me just say, Winnie the Pooh getting his head caught in a honey pot? It's not funny. It can really happen

You may think it's easier to de-ice your windshield with a flamethrower, but there are repercussions. Serious repercussions.

There are some things that just aren't meant to be eaten.

The intelligent man wins his battles with pointed words. I'm sorry -- I meant sticks. Pointed sticks.

There are way too many numbers. The world would be a better place if we lost half of them -- starting with 8. I've always hated 8.

If I had a dollar for every time I heard "My God! He's covered in some sort of goo," I'd be a rich man.

Be generous in the bedroom -- share your sandwich.

I've climbed the highest mountains . . . fallen down the deepest valleys . . . I've been to Japan and Africa . . . and I've even gone into space. But I'd trade it all for a piece of candy right now.

When someone tells you your butt is on fire, you should take them at their word.

There is no such thing as a bad doughnut.

Kids are like monkeys, only louder.

If you want results, press the red button. The rest are useless.

You should just name your third kid Baby. Trust me -- it'll save you a lot of hassle.

You can have many different jobs and still be lazy.

When I'm dead, I'm going to sleep. Oh, man, am I going to sleep.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
1:58 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Saturday, September 02, 2006

AND HOW THOU COMPETE WITH HIS?

HAHAH
jude says his band will take over the world.
i suggest singapore idol
and he goes
-
accept and move on says:
nooooooooooooooo
accept and move on says:
singapore idol will destroy me
-
tsk jude tsk.
hahaha
and now hes sending me some song of his.
HAH almost introduced t him my band,
journey's end.
and HOW THOU SHALL COMPETE WITH HIS?
tsk genn tsk.
im really tired.
sigh no bhranga night for me );

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:34 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

which song are you?

moooonster-matchbook romance. (:

yepps!

Monsters by Matchbook Romance.

Sometimes you think the world isn't as fair as you'd like it to be. You're bright and talented at various things.

Girl, what's come between you and me?
Look right through me.
I'll let it go.
I can't help this feeling anymore.
I won't go anywhere.
Maybe you'll see me.

Ohhhhhhhhhh yeah.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah.
Believe what you read.
We are,
We are mistaken.
We are the voices,
Inside your head.
Yeah.
Believe what you see.

Ohhhhhhhhhh.

It came as no surprise.
You bring me back to life.
Believe me.
You bleed for me,
I'll bleed for you.
I caught you walking through walls.
Drowned with applause,
From the world that makes me crazy.

Ohhhhhhhhhh yeah.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah.
Believe what you read.
We are,
We are mistaken.
We are the voices,
Inside your head.
Yeah.
Believe what you see.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh.

We are the monsters.
We are the monsters.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
We are the voices.
We are the voices.
We are the voices,
Underneath your bed.
We are the monsters.
We are the monsters.
We are the monsters.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah.
Believe what you read.
We are,
We are mistaken.
We are the voices,
Inside your head.
Yeah.
Believe what you see.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah,
Believe what you see.

<< im begging; ` [x]
9:14 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

my family portrait. (: spottyspotspot me.

daddy trying t cover up something. heh heh

marilyn and me :D<3 align="center">

say say say! isnt that sweeeet (:

mummy me marilyn and daddy. im making the balloons[deco]

its a family portrait.

me with other random pics

jolin! cute-arsed.
hahaha
i so totally agree with jude's nick.
aahhahaa
"why are so many people getting attached now?"
hahaha
its seriously confuses me.
anyhoos.
here are some pics. which are in fact above.
:D

im feeling rather picture-y today
marilyn's mother said i looked like paul twohill -___-

just what makes us look alike?? seriously. haha

mummy says he is the boy version of me -.-

caaraazeee.

GENN//
shes 2/4 and a heart down.
and she doesnt wanna forget how her voice sounds

im writing t tell you im still alive.

<< im begging; ` [x]
8:47 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

everything would be wonderful someday.
why am i blogging now?
i so forgot.
tsk

anyhoos.
GET WELL FLIRT!!!
and i cant go for bhangra night coz youre sick!
so MUST GET WELL.

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
12:40 AM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -

Friday, September 01, 2006

we're just looking for the exit.

GENNs been doing some thinking lately.
seriously thinking,
i do miss the old me.
like what rabbit told me which evoked the thinking.[haha yeah chimmychimchim are the words used.]

"i miss the old GENN. the one that enjoyed having fun and who was able to sing along to punk rock songs with us"

note the punkrock songs, GENNs out of that already. and into metal,death metal and emo screamooo nonsense.
well, thats for the new GENN.

i guess its confusing you with all the GENNs but just take note of the old and new GENNs.

i still do enjoy having fun. but its time that GENN gets really serious.
but apart from being serious, GENNs new term of having fun is t make people laugh.
and GENN likes it when she makes someone's day.
(:
i guess GENN wants t laugh along like everyone esle now.
but shes just finding reasons for her change.
searchings been stopped for a while since GENN has t be serious serious.
as exams are coming and would probably take a toll on her.
dont be surprise if you find GENN talking nonsense or just keep quiet the whole day
barely speaking.
thats part of feeling the stress.
[its okay if you dont understand what ive just said.
this shouldnt be posted in the first place.]]

sincerly,
me.

"I close my eyes when I get too sad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
And make everything be wonderful again
Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all ok
I have to laugh so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just don't want to go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say that
Everything will be wonderful some day "

[[+i wished+]]

GENN//

<< im begging; ` [x]
11:57 PM

teach me to feel; please *

- x x x -