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Saturday, December 03, 2005
omgg
i need someone to help me get outta this mess/fear
im going msia in like 2 weeks time
and i feel that im gonna have a deathbed there
call me paranoid when i think abt death
now that maybe it may happen
im scared
yeah SCARED
ive been praying harder than usual
using the "our father" time and time again
FEAR, thats whut they call it
i dont like it.
):
heres whut ive been thinking
either my coach, which is the lousy bus gets hiijacked during the trip
OR another thing
tsunami at penang
i'd die there
:
dont laugh// its quite serious
thinking abt it..
ARGH
i wish i could treat this problem prolly go to a phychitrist(SP?)
owells
someone tell me whut teh do
PLEASE its urgent
u noe its that kinda fear that keeps you trapped, trapped at that place, time,event.
im serious
you dont see any "haha" here do ya
):
im praying, every now and then
its scary
IM AFRAID.
yes i am
so how?
i bring knife go there if got hiijack arh
or whut i bring a boat
so if got tsunami
i can get on the boat arh
im developing a phobia
A BLOODY BAD PHOBIA
WHUTEVER
i'd just die
im scared of death sometimes.
but sometimes i think abt death itself.
as in i cut myself till i bleed and die
those kinda stuff
BUT when its supposedly comes to the real deal
yea
IM S C A R E D
how?
i dont like it AT ALL
haiis
guess ive to face mah fear/
stare it in the eye till it goes away huh
GENN
`i cant see myself/
<< im begging; ` [x]
7:16 AM
teach me to feel; please *
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