<< tell me how i got this far ; [GS] `-
Sunday, July 24, 2005
today went for the skool carnival.
everythang went great.
i won stuff. along with cara.
haha and took lotsa pix
which i actually thought made ma dayy.
BUT IT DIDNT.
why???
i went back home.
changed into shorts.
and turned on the com
then ma bro told me'dad dun allow u to use the com'
so i was like u called him meh?
then he repeated like duno how many times.
i was like FREAKING angry.
so i pulled the chair away when he was abt to sit-which was in front of the com
i sat on the chair.
he PUSHED me backwards.
*OUCH OKAYY*
so i took his com cd
i was reaching ma room when he gave me this damn pain "hammer" on ma arm so close to ma neck.
so i ran into the room.
i cried and cried
so hurt,angry that i took out his cds from the box and threw it on the floor.
coincedentally,
he managed to open the door with a key.
i was sitting on ma bed.
then he stared at the cds .
he turned around; looking like the devil himself
and started screaming at me in BAD WORDS
saliver was drooling out of his mouth- like he was possesed.
he went up the double decker bed. i got out in case he jumped on me.
he started kicking me.
his kick hit ma neck.
PAIN
he shouted somemore
i ran to ma parentsroom, locked the door,went into the toilet,locked the door and locked it with a lock and sat on the toiletbowl and cried. cried and cried for an hour plus
my eyes were totally sore.
red it was.
then abt 1225 daddy came back.
he kicked the door for me to come out.
at first i thought it was ma bro.
so started to cry somemore.
then he said.' open up its dad'
so i opened and ma dad told me that i have to go to the sofa.
so i sat there.
then ma bro, told ma dad lotsa lies.
daddy also didnt believe him that much.
but scolded me, shouted at me
cried somemore .
then have to shake hands
aft that.
i ran all the way to the toilet to cry somemore.
i called marilyn who, in turn,COMFORTED ME.
THANKS MARILYN.!!!!~
i didnt know how u could tell that i was crying
thanks to jayni too.
haha....
yeahh that was abt all larrs.
THE ENDD
wasnt it a traumatising thang?
-i think so.
<< im begging; ` [x]
5:16 AM
teach me to feel; please *
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